Song of the Day:
I don't know how i met you, i dont know why i can't turn around and say goodbye. =/
Hmmmm, well anyways, I can come to terms with believing that i won't be something great. Im very skilled with a pencil, and I'm pretty good with words, but thats as far as it can go for me. I can't hit a perfect note so i'll never be asked to sing with the band, haha, even though i'd get stage fright! Ahh, but i refuse to believe that I'm not a stepping stone, &I hope, against the bullshit around me about money and how livin aint easy, that my children will get everything they want in life. My son will learn every instrument he sets to learn. &I hope my daughter will be able to create such creatures that people can't afford NOT to buy them! &My kids are just going to be great. their going to be just beautiful. This I'd like to accept as the truth.
As I see it, a career in teaching really is one best suited for me. Not that I'm a failure, i know I'm beyond that! My life story tells me exactly the opposite of that. &my views on beauty and success and life, Id really like to share them. I mean EVERYONE carries insecurities in high school and its just silly. I know that not many people think the way i do, and Id like to help them to do so, cause honestly even when im super down, the words in my brain don't keep me happy from then on but they keep me breathing, and alot of times thats all you need, happiness is only a moment after patience. (something I've recently learned.)
Maybe after reading back at this later on, Im going to realize how stupid i sound, but for now, even though its not bestly put, or even following any kind of structure; I am satisfied.
Picture of the Day:
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