Friday, October 23, 2009

You're a Good Read,

TRUST me! & about the game stop job, its already MINE<3 its mine i got it in a choke hold haha!

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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I fken love CAMEROID.COM

http://cameroid.com/g/b270a8fd477b963488e958a66ffef327

Saturday, October 10, 2009

The Sweetest Thing(On TV)...

Hmmm, i guess all i have to say is, "I hope i get the GameStop job." & "karaoke was a blast last night! 99 red balloons is the best song ever!!!!"


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Sunday, October 4, 2009

I Want You, Soooo Bad!

Canon VIXIA HF S11


OR

Nikon D500

Saturday, October 3, 2009

First Friday (In a LONG Time) 10/2/09

So last night i had the opportunity of stopping by first friday, which i havn't been able to do since '09 started. After a slow night of walking around with my sister, i ran into the homies and that definately picked my night up. But i have to admit that even before that, it wasnt at all that bad. The gypsy corner definately had something going with a local Indie band called the rooks, &they were selling very pretty hair clips with little ceramic cupcakes glued into the middle of the flower. i bought one :) &i didn't go into all of the houses but the one i did go into wasn't a disappointment.

I was also happy to learn that first friday is again freeeeeeeeeeeee.
&near the end of the night, we met and took pictures with a lovely gay guy named jordan.
he was a sweet heart. Though my favorite part of the night, was being able to chain smoke all night, haha.










Friday, October 2, 2009

Home is where the Heart is...

&I left my "heart" in the San Fernando Valley with a friend of mine. That explains why i can never get used to the desert livin' & it might also explain why i don't have my very own set of keys, haha.

Song of the Day:


I don't know how i met you, i dont know why i can't turn around and say goodbye. =/




Hmmmm, well anyways, I can come to terms with believing that i won't be something great. Im very skilled with a pencil, and I'm pretty good with words, but thats as far as it can go for me. I can't hit a perfect note so i'll never be asked to sing with the band, haha, even though i'd get stage fright! Ahh, but i refuse to believe that I'm not a stepping stone, &I hope, against the bullshit around me about money and how livin aint easy, that my children will get everything they want in life. My son will learn every instrument he sets to learn. &I hope my daughter will be able to create such creatures that people can't afford NOT to buy them! &My kids are just going to be great. their going to be just beautiful. This I'd like to accept as the truth.

As I see it, a career in teaching really is one best suited for me. Not that I'm a failure, i know I'm beyond that! My life story tells me exactly the opposite of that. &my views on beauty and success and life, Id really like to share them. I mean EVERYONE carries insecurities in high school and its just silly. I know that not many people think the way i do, and Id like to help them to do so, cause honestly even when im super down, the words in my brain don't keep me happy from then on but they keep me breathing, and alot of times thats all you need, happiness is only a moment after patience. (something I've recently learned.)

Maybe after reading back at this later on, Im going to realize how stupid i sound, but for now, even though its not bestly put, or even following any kind of structure; I am satisfied.

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